Only Here For Inspiration.

I am only here for some ideas. I'm going to be looking for certain things that pop out at me in my past posts. I am running out of ideas on my regular blog, so might as well come on here and greet my readers and search for more ideas.

Hope everything is good. Today is another day. If yesterday sucked, then make today a new day. If last week was a diseaster then make this one better than last week. Don't let everything stress you out. Just relax. Something I've recently learned is that...

"If today was a bad day, there was something good about that day. You just didn't realize it at the time." Trust me, its true. :)

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I Got a Tumblr!

Earlier last month I finally caved. My sister has been a Tumblr user since the end of May. I've never been so proud of her. She defintely needed something to let herself go and tell out everything she feels. Her throughts about love, humor, and friendships are being let out into quotes. I've been calling her "Quote-manic" because it fits her completely.

I've had a Tumblr before but I've never really understood how to change the theme and things like that. Especially the "reblogging" that I was always curious about but didn't know to do it. Well last month, I finally did it. Been on WordPress since April so I needed another outllet. So I had my sister show me how to use Tumblr. Now I can't seem to keep myself off it. I'm always reblogging anything that has to do with Linkin Park, NKOTBSB, Christina Aguilera, Dance, Brands, Funny pictures, Animals, and things like that. Everytime I look at my Tumblr theme I feel like I'm in LA or Florida. So Summer-y! I love it!

So go find me and follow me please. http://www.gotmeghan.wordpress.com I'm really addicted to it so I am usually on it alot more than I intended to be. So if you do decide to follow me, be aware of lots of Linkin Park, NKOTBSB, and Xtina. I'm a little nutty! So bye bye all!

Got Meghan?

So if you have tried to get on my WordPress since Friday, I kind of changed my username/URL. Its now http://www.gotmeghan.wordpress.com it now matches my Twitter username. Which by the way, add me there too. http://www.twitter.com/gotmeghan. So that should do it. If you don't have a picture on your Twitter you WILL NOT be accepted. Just saying. Sorry.

Sugar Free Juicy Fruit.

I love bubble gum. If I don't have any on me or if anybody in my family has any gum on them either I will ask everybody else. I am that addicted to gum. One night while my family and I were watching Due Date my dad gave me this gum, not knowing what the flavor was or anything. I was hooked instantly. It was Key Lime Pie and I have never liked pie but that was some good pie gum. Since my sister is like me she would take my gum without asking me first. So I kind of runned out of gum sooned than I should have.

So this new gum that my mom got me recently. It's Juicy Fruit that's sugar free. It's nasty! I really don't like the little bit size pieces of gum. I like the regular long strips of gum. They also have more sugar on them too. I need to get my Key Lime Pie gum back as soon as possible. I'm going through withdrawals. I also like that Trident gum that's the Orange on top and bottom and a Stawberry in the middle. It smells amazing and tastes great!

Sorry People..

I've been on Wordpress a lot lately. I feel bad for all my readers here. I still don't want to make a Tumblr again... Wordpress was hard enough to learn and so that's why my attention is solely on it. I've had this blog since 2009 at the beginning of my senior year. We made them for my Grammar class and I still used mine after all this time. I have a lot of crazy posts on here. I'll try to be on here and post something but I've officially transferred over. Here's my new blog URL so subcribe to read my posts. Until next time.

http://oldfashionmeghan.wordpress.com

I love me some JT! :)

I miss TVD already!

What If...

I know nobody wants to hear about it or talk about it. Some people don't want to believe it. I don't blame them. I use to not believe the rumors either. Why bother listen to what people are saying when there's two different times of when it will happen. People are saying that the world will end on Sunday. One person said she heard somebody say it was Saturday. What the hell happened to 2012? The whole world is suppose to end in 2012? Who knows if it will end this weekend or not. If you choose not to believe it, thats your descision. I know for me, I can't help but wanna know what day exactly. Ever since I heard this weekend my mind has been in a daze. There's so many things going around in my head. I actually started making a mini bucket list in my head. Thing is, there isn't a way to do all of the things I want to do in a matter of one day.

I started thinking "what if we really do end on Saturday or Sunday?" Would I get into Heaven? Will I go to Hell because of my sins? Yet in the back of my head goes, "Meghan shut up!" I can't help it. I have thoughts and I have to get them out somehow. Blogging is a good way. I start to think of things I want before I die. The first two things that popped into my head were kids and Linkin Park. I really want kids before I die. Show them that handicapped people are like everybody else too. I want to go to a Linkin Park concert REALLY bad! I don't think watching Linkin Park's World Stage this morning was a good idea. Especially seeing the "Waiting For The End" part twice in one day. Bad idea.

My third thought was "I'm not gonna be able to meet all my Twitter friends if we die this weekend." That left me speechless for awhile. I still don't know how to answer that because I have so many of them. So many places I'd like to visit and learn more about. After thinking some more, I thought I would never get the chance to dance for real. It's a goal I'd love to reach but with my feet and legs all I have are doubts. So far I only have 4 things on this mini bucket list. I don't want to do anything extreme like jump out of an airplane. I am scared of heights and I can't and probably won't be able to face my fear. Your lucky you can even get me on an airplaine.

I'm listening to one of the songs from Transformers 2. I'm thinking of how the Decipiticons and Autobots were feuding. Then I started thinking about Battle: Los Angeles and how Aliens were killing all the people. I think I would much perfer robots instead of creepy looking Aliens with big eyes killing all of us. Great, now when I listen to Katy Perry's song "E.T." that'll be the first thing that goes in my head.

I was wondering if watching Oprah's episode today was gonna make me think and it did. It was about her Most Memorable Guests. Oh my gosh! That last one really got me. That mother really made me think. We don't know when our time will be. We should live it up as much as we can. I hope it doesn't end this weekend. I want to go to my Nana's this weekend and have lunch with my family on Sunday. We didn't get to last weekend because my mom had to work. It would not be cool if the world ended this weekend or this summer. Anytime really. I don't even want 2012 to get here because of all the stories. We'll just have to see I guess.

Given Up.

I'm done with the 30 Day Challenge. My attention is on my WordPress. I am keeping the rest of chllenges as topics for upcoming posts. Sorry.

Blogger, WordPress, & Tumblr.

I've had Blogger since the beginning of my senior year of high school. We made them for my Grammar class and our teacher taught us how to use it. It was very easy for me to use. It didn't confuse me that much. I think I'm the only one from our class that STILL uses it. Since I've had it for so long I'm starting to find new things to do with it. Make it more me. More orignial.

I've recently made a WordPress. That was a bust. I shouldn't have changed the theme. Actually it wasn't much of the theme that messed everything. That was pretty much trying to figure out to do the Widgets and Menu that screwed it all up. Other people's profiles were awesome! Mine was too "beginner" and I tend to find things on other blog sites a little harder than they seem.

I had Tumblr. Twice. I made the first one and the themed confused me. What is it with the themes? They mess me all up. I think after a day or two I gave up on it and deleted it. Then everybody kept telling to get another one and I tried to do it again. This time when I tried to sign in, it wouldn't let me. I did everything it told me to do but it still didn't let me through.

So I'm sticking to Blogger til I find somebody to teach me how to do Tumblr or WordPress that lives down here. If somebody is teaching me through Twitter your kinda screwed because I'm not good at reading directions. I'm more of a hands on kinda girl. I'm like that in almost everything I do.

I Got Day 13 & 14 Mixed Up.

Something I would do differently. I didn't start this drama but I kinda wish there was a way to end this without family members being pulled apart. I would also like to go back three days ago and stop this from happening. I think this is the worst thing I've seen in a long time. About of my family wants it to be over and the rest isn't letting it go.

I'm Done.

These past two days, I feel like I could either scream or kill someone. I have one hell of a motive that's for sure. I do think I need a vacation for this town. My hometown is just driving me crazy! Actually let's be honest here. This blog is for me to release everything that I'm feeling. So what am I feeling right now? I feel like going on my original facebook and hold on to caps lock and saying "F*CK YOU" on my status. That word started this shit might as well join the club.

I'm not though. I made another facebook profile. I am NOT adding any family members except my cousins Amy and Cierra. My mom wants me to add her. If I add her and not anybody else, everybody's gonna be pissed off because I added her and they'll automactically think I'm on her side. I AM! I think everybody in my damn family needs to grow up! Be adults!

Everybody is pissed off at everybody because somebody didn't like the F word. Sadly enough this was started by a guy. I would SO love to go kick him in the groin right now and and tell him "thanks for the family drama you've caused!" Everybody is being pulled in some many directions its unbelieveable. Everybody needs to chill out. Think about your actions before you act on them! Right now I'm done with everyone! The day everybodys not at each other's throats will be the best day ever, but that can only happen when pigs fly.

TVD Finale.

Well last night was the last episode of Season 2 of The Vampire Diaries. I'm not gonna lie I wish they'd never do breaks ever! I hate waiting four months just to see what's going to happen next. I've actually gotten an idea for the summer. I'm gonna see if I can write chapters of what might happened this fall in Season 3. That would kind of interesting.

We know that Damon is better and not dying anymore thanks to Katherine. Elena kissed Damon. BIG Delena moments throughout the entire episode. No Matt or Tyler in the episode. Alaric turns emo kind of. He drinks his pain away is what I'm meaning to say. Stefan and Klaus make a deal. Klaus kills Elijah. I knew that would happened, it was only matter of time. Klaus with his shirt off. HELLO! The last thing there was that pretty much took over the episode. Liz (Caroline's mother) kills Jeremy. The one time he doesn't have his ring on and he gets shot. Caroline tries to make him drink her blood. That doesn't work so Alaric and Bonnie take Jeremy to the house that 100 witches were killed. Bonnie asks them for help. They don't want to, tell Bonnie there will be consquences. Bonnie screams out "I LOVE HIM" and then the candles go out. Five minutes later, Jeremy comes to life.

Last night I kept thinking about it. The whole episode almost killed me to be honest. I thought about how Jeremy can see Anna and Vicki when they're both suppose to be in hell. Two threoies to this: Anna and Vicki are not dead or Jeremy can see the dead. If he can see the dead that means maybe Jenna will show herself too. Another thing, how is Klaus suppose to die now without Elijah? Unless there's more "Orignials" he can't be killed. I wonder if Klaus really did kill all of his family members?

Important To Me. (Day 12)

Just so we're clear. I posted this yesterday. I guess "Blogger" deleted it and the other one that I did yesterday. Kinda want to wait and see if it'll show up tomorrow or later. It's happened before. If it doesn't I'll repost it.

Something I Wish Didn't Exist.

Something I wish didn't exist, well there's two things. Sad songs and drama. The reason why I chose these two are because if you think about it they go together. Sad songs can cause drama. At least sometimes they can. Hell, it can even go the other way as well. Drama can cause sad songs. I bet Taylor Swift has written one before. You never know.

I say sad songs because I'm listening to "What Hurts The Most" by Rascal Flatts right now. It was the upbeat version when I started this post by Cascada but it switched over. When other artists do an upbeat version of a sad song its not as bad and can't usually cause anybody to cry unless they're picturing the original verison instead. Sad songs make people cry.

Don't get me started on drama.

Pasta Mood.

JUMP!

Colorful.

A Confession.

I still have a Candy Cane box from Christmas. It hasn't been opened or anything. Its just sitting on the floor, in the gift bag, and wrapped. I'll eat them when I feel like it. My gum keeps disappearing (Emily takes it) so when I'm out of gum I can go back to candy cane's for the summer. I still have half my HUGE chocolate bar that I haven't ate yet. To be honest, it probably needs to be trashed. That's it, thats my confession.

One Day I Wish I Could Take Back.

As much as I'd like to go back and switch things around in a day that sucked. I can't. Because for me I'd go back a few times instead of one day. I've had a lot of crappy days. If I went back and changed something within that day it would change whatever joy I had that day (if I did) and it would change something around that day and I'm not risking that.

Now I've had dreams of myself going back in time to when my mom was younger and everybody was down here all the time. When my aunts were alive and when my older cousin Amy and Chris were younger. (Scary site trust me!) Thing is I had this dream and went back in time to this specific place without my wheelchair. So I was scooting on the ground. It was cool! On the other hand I kinda acted like Marty McFly from Back To The Future movies and was afraid to tell them who I was and what time period.

Superpower.

What superpower I'd want. I'm kind of picky because I would not want the power to fly. I'm scared of heights. So that would never work in my favor. I'm not a good swimmer either. This is how weird I am. In the summer, I don't swim. I have a lifevest on so I can walk around in the pool and it works. I don't like putting my face in the water. Water getting into my nose and ears. It sucks!

I'm thinking of the cool powers that the X-Men had like Storm had where she could control the weather. I'd love to have that. Its bad enough that Indiana is the bipolar state for weather. We hardly ever have Spring and Fall. When it first switches from Winter to Spring, sometimes it doesn't even feel like Spring. It just goes to Summer. Then this has happened more than a few times. Summer to Fall, right? Not in Indiana. It goes from Summer to Winter. I swear! So I'd love control of the weather. Confuse the shit out of weathermen.

Then I started thinking about the girl on Magneto side. I don't remember her name, but I loved her power. She could change into any person she wanted. I think if every girl thought about it, we'd all love that superpower. Doesn't she have the same where she could go invisible? I don't remember that either. I'd love that as well. To be a fly on the wall. Mess with people. That would be awesome!

Surreal.

Yesterday, I went to see Fast Five with my sister, cousin, and uncle. He was kind enough to take all of us to a pretty much 30-35 minute drive to Jasper. I didn't have my electric wheelchair for two reasons. 1.) It looked like it was going to rain. 2.) I don't have any juice in my chair. I like to take "walks" around my nana's block and I wouldn't have enough to go around the corner. Its that low. So after an hour we finally figured out what we were going to do. Whoever's idea was for us three (Kristi, Emily, and I) to walk to Kristi's house was losing their mind. It was somewhat hot and I felt dependable and that feeling sickens me everytime.

When we finally got to her house, we kind of pasted it and went to the "Big Toy" by the Elementary school. Kristi and Emily talked about different things. I was thinking about something I had read on Twitter one time about Scorpios. That they don't really like to be social or go out with friends all the time. At the time I disagreed with that statement, but yesterday sitting by the basketball court and sitting in the push wheelchair really made me think, "wow I am seriously quiet right now." They were talking about guys and I still didn't want to talk. I've had a rough couple of days with males. I really didn't want to talk about them. I tried to join in with their other conversations, but it was like I so out of it. I just wanted to look around and remissince about the early years.

After going back to the house. My sister and I were talking about different things. Kristi was inside the house changing and Emily was on the opposite side of the car and I was parked by the house. Not on the road or anything. Anyways, Emily and I were just minding our own business. All of a sudden, this guy on this bike of some sort goes by and on the back of this bike had turn signals. It looked so cool! My sister looks at me and goes, "What the eff was that?!" It was priceless. Kinda wish my wheelchair had turn signals that way people didn't complain but yet everybody in this world need them as well.

This van my family got was given to us a few months before I had my surgeries in 2002. It was used van, but it was a good van. It got all of us from and back St. Louis, MO. It was a good van. Then after my auction and the drama that happened with that. The van started to repesent something else. Since we got it from the people who started the drama with us, the van starterd to act up. My uncle has our old van we use to use all the time. It had a lift in it for my wheelchair, but it was kind of breaking down sort of speak. So we never used it. Last summer my dad was messing with it and figured out the battery still works and everything else did too. Which was odd. It hadn't move from its spot at the house for probably 3 years. My uncle needed a vehicle and so my dad gave it to him. He seems to enjoy it.

Since the state of Indiana is making a new highway to get easier way to Evansville and Indianpolis. They've been tearing down trees and houses and the one church that's out there. My uncle and cousin use to live in one of the houses that got torn down so we took the other way to Jasper. The other way is another town where I use to live. Otwell. Before I had my surgeries we lived there for a good 8 or 9 years or more. I loved living in the country even though I am and never will be a country girl. The other way was a much shorter way around to get to Jasper.

I was about 11 years old when we moved out of that house and been a few years since I've sat in the van. I hardly ever go to Otwell anymore. Yesterday I did three things in one day. I sat in the van, front seat. We went through the little towns and Otwell. I also saw my old house. It was so surreal to be going through after all this time. I don't know if its because I'm going back to Shriner's in June or not. I just got so uncomfortable sitting in the old van and looking into the side mirror and just staring at myself. Just wondering how far I've grown since then. Passing every place that had a special meaning to me.

Throughout the ride to Jasper I had this quote like jump out of me. "When Things Don't Go Right, Go Left." I've been trying to think why that quote jumped out at me around this time. It was just weird. So surreal to me. I've changed so much since then. I've learned to forgive and yet it seems like I'm the only one who has. No offense or anything, you CAN forgive but you can't forget. That quote should have popped into my head instead. Oh well. Maybe I'll never know.

The Opposite Sex.

What I like about the opposite sex. Heh, that's an interesting challenge since there's not much to say. It really depends on the guy. I like the goofy, romantic, and sadly jocky type of guy. I really need to get away from them they're not good for me. I love guys who make me laugh. I love jokesters. I like a guy that likes comedy movies and kinda act like Adam Sandler. Even though I don't think Adam Sandler's cute and all I just think he's hilarious!

I don't like chick flicks that much. I'll watch a few here and there but not all of them. I won't watch The Notebook. I don't believe in guys that act like the guys in those movies even exist in real life to be honest with you. So I pretty much put romantic for no reason whatsoever. I will watch Where The Heart Is, Charlie St. Cloud, Dear John (I could see a guy like John), The Last Song, The Back-Up Plan, and Life As We Know It.

What You Hate Most.

Interesting topic. I hate alot of things. From people to reptiles. Cold weather to Thunderstorms. Some rappers to some country (male) singers. Messy rooms (mine). Can't find certain CDs or songs I use to have somewhere that I would love to have on my iPod. Those however are just little things though. I guess the thing I hate the most is that I don't have the right Independence I should. Some people could disagree with this statement, but have you ever stepped into my shoes or in this case socks? No, so don't say anything until you know EVERYTHING! You never will know how my life works. One day in the life of me, still wouldn't give you the prespective of how it is in my life.

Something I've Always Had A Problem With.

I've always had a problem with my self-esteem and trust. Both of these can be blamed on guys. Guys here are assholes. I'm not apologizing because its their fault for making me this way. I shouldn't have to be so afraid to get hurt. Somebody should turn the tables on these guys and show them what emotional pain feels like. Real men cry! Just saying!

Red, Yellow & Green.

Picture.

Something I Miss.

I miss my childhood. I miss how everybody in my family was nice to each other. When we didn't have other people making us into other people. I miss how when I was in Elementary school I wasn't allowed to go outside, but it was my choice. I would always choose a guy to stay inside with me. I was a flirt then too. I remember when I was in 2nd grade and me and his guy Jordan were playing with these little balls and we were throwing them up to touch the ceiling. Well the school throughout the sections of grades have this opening at the top were the lights were. I threw the ball up and it went over Jordan's head and got stuck up were the lights were. I remember his face. We decked and stopped playing completely.

I want to go back to 2002. I want to do 5th grade over again. This time I don't want to be St. Louis with my surgeries. I just want to do August through December over. I went back to school in January of 03. I didn't get to do D.A.R.E. like everybody else. Missed a couple programs and I missed having my 11th birthday with my friends. Even though if I was to go back I'd want my aide Ms. Linda back. I'd want everybody that was there with me, everybody I was use to, to be there again. Knowing I want to go back and relive it I'd probably fail at the math. I hate math!

Something I Want, But I Can't Have.

I want to dance.. I know I've already blogged about this already but its the day after Dancing With The Stars results show. SPOILER ALERT Kendra and Louis were voted off! =/ Not happy about that. I wasn't happy who were in the bottom 3. Mark and Chelsea, Kendra and Louis, and Kirstie and Maks. I wanted Romeo and Chelsie to go home. Did you see his face when they found out they were safe? Priceless! I loved the Team Chelsea dance. Chelsie and Romeo made me wanna dance badly. That and Romeo is very cute!

Once A Cheater, Always A Cheater.

When I was in high school I was friends with this girl who's ex boyfriend was "buddies" with my crush and she was my lifesaver throughout my first year in high school. She gave me lots of advice about guys and how to flirt with them and just start slowly and then if he's ready go for the kill if you will. Just kidding! Well just so we're clear I didn't kill anyone and he was never ready. Anyway, she and her ex were always talking about each other. This is what I get being friends with both I guess.

Well apparently after a few years of hating each other and starting new relationships they are back together. Why? I have no idea. Do I care? Not really. I just don't get how a person or people in general can talk bad about you and your past and all of a sudden, "ok maybe this time around you'll change." Listen to me, if you're talking about a male. They never change unless it's a life or death kinda deal. Females only change when they think it'll better themselves when really it doesn't. Don't change yourself for somebody else. I believe in a quote, "once a cheater, always a cheater."

Your Definition Of Love.

Love is an interesting word for me. I've seen at its greatest times and its worst. To be honest I don't know what love is really. I've seen heartbreak more than love. Family and friends have shown me love before but people can take everything away so easily. Love is overrated to me. Everybody wants to find it in somebody, but if you're like me you've seen both love and hate so much you think love is not for you. So I kind of don't have a definition since I've never really seen it last.

5 Ways To Get To My Heart.

This is day 2 of my 30 Day Challenge.

1. This can go both ways, if somebody is a kid or an adult that has a really rough life but is learning about his/her life and knowing the struggles were not their fault. If they were teenagers and they did some really crazy stuff, and they went to jail, rehab, or anything else just to learn that they can overcome that part of their lives. Both are big ways in my heart. I fall easily for the kids more than adults because the adults are better liars than kids are sometimes.
2. I am an animal lover. Everytime I hear about an animal getting hurt or a family has a animal shelter and just deciating their selves to these hurt animals. I melt inside and I wish I could help somehow.
3. I love dance. Hip hop is one of my favorite styles of dance. I love when I watch movies like the Step Up movies and the guys are dancing and it makes me crazy! When guys breakdance I get so into their moves. Then sometimes on YouTube there's videos of kids trying to breakdance and there are a lot that are good at it at such a young age. I love guys who can dance in someway. It has to good not bad.
4. Surprises, the good ones though. Not the bad ones. I like being out of the circle for a surprise for someone If its a really sweet surprise my heart feels like crying itself. My eyes will be the first to cry and then my heart.
5. This should be number one, but I haven't found him yet so hopefully this list will help him find me. I love men who think woman with disabilites are beautiful. I wish more guys in this world were as understanding like the ones in this world that do exist. If you are a woman with disabilites that is married to a good man and has children. You are living my dream.

Day 1.

1. Lists of my favorite things.

Candles.
Rain.
Lava lamps.
Chocolate.
Huskies.
Yorkies.
Insturmentals.
Palm Trees.
Beach Pictures In The Early Mornings.
Oranges.
Green Grapes.
Men's Cologne.
Purple.
Violin.
Piano.
Desserts.
1920-40s Fashion

30 Day Challenge on Blogger.

I found this on Tumblr. So I thought I'd switch it. I'm gonna do a 30 Day Challenge on my blog. Even the month of May has 31 days instead of 30 days, but I'm still gonna do it. I think it's gonna be interesting to do. I'll still do little post in between doing the days. If you want to do the challenge too. Here are the days and challenges.


Day 1- List of your favorite things.
Day 2- 5 ways to get to your heart.
Day 3- Your definition of Love.
Day 4- Something you wish you could have, but can’t.
Day 5- Something you miss.
Day 6- Something you’ve always had a problem with.
Day 7- What you hate most.
Day 8- What you like about in the opposite sex.
Day 9- What superpower you would want.
Day 10- One day you wish you could take back.
Day 11- A Confession.
Day 12- Something that’s important to you.
Day 13- Something you wish you could’ve done differently.
Day 14- Something you wish didn’t exist.
Day 15- Worst thing that has happened to you.
Day 16- Something you’re afraid of.
Day 17- Your recent dream.
Day 18- What you are most worried about.
Day 19- 3 Wishes.
Day 20- One thing you would do before you died.
Day 21- Who/What made you who you are now?
Day 22- What you will do differently when you become a parent.
Day 23- Who you would want to be for a day.
Day 24- What you would do if you won the lottery.
Day 25- Initials of the people that have had the biggest impact on your life.
Day 26- Lyrics of 5 songs you can relate to.
Day 27- Where you see yourself 10 years from now.
Day 28- Something/Someone you envy.
Day 29- Whats in your wallet.
Day 30- Random picture.

Five Guilty Pleasures.

Guilty Pleasures, I have never understood these words. Because nothing is a "guilty" pleasure. To me at least. My top five guilty pleasures. Hopefully they won't scare you.

1. I like high fashion but I would never buy anything over $50. My Victoria's Secret's line, Pink yoga pants were $40. Plus they were on sale. Sometimes I go on a binge where I want to buy really expenive, but I'm cheap. I'd rather go to Wal-Mart than to the mall that way I might save some money.
2. We can defintely say boy bands can be a guilty pleasure. NKOTBSB (New Kids On The Block-Backstreet Boys) are my guilty pleasure. Backstreet Boys have always been my #1 boy band. Now that I'm older and considered a Rock n Roll chick. They are a guilty pleasure. Adding NKOTB to the mix is even better!
3. Even though I have all these CDs of big name artists. I have two albums that nobody would expect me to still listen to. I have the Scooby-Doo The Witches Ghost and Spirit: The Stallion of the Cimarron. They're even on my iPod as well.
4. I still like watching the really old cartoons, but who doesn't? I love watching The Jetsons, The Flintstones, and Scooby-Doo on Boomarang. I love watching Looney Tunes and Tom and Jerry on Cartoon Network. I even watch Rugrats early in the morning (6am) on Saturday and Sunday mornings. I was VERY happy when Nickelodeon started playing Rugrats at 10am on Tuesday and Thursday's.
5. As much as I think guys with tattoos are somewhat creepy. No offense. There are a few that I think are pretty sexy. Everybody that is a Linkin Park fan is thinking, "Oh, she does think Chester Bennington is cute." You would be SO wrong! He is probably the only one besides the ones with long hair and wear makeup that is not cute whatsoever.

Things I've Learned On Twitter.

I've learned alot of things on Twitter. Some on my own and some just by looking at other people's posts. When I was just starting out on Twitter I didn't really like it because of two things. I didn't know how to really use it. I also wanted to follow celebrities but I didn't think the accounts were real. Well since then, I've had 4 different Twitter accounts. I'm on a Twitter whore. I know what I'm doing and I know the difference between a parody account of a celebrity and a veriftied account.

Before I knew there was a way to talk to people on Twitter. I just updated with what I was doing. I only tweeted probably five times a day. That's really sad! Now a days, I know how to talk to EVERYBODY! I have experience in that department. That's doesn't sound right. I know that the "@" symbol has a new meaning for Twitter people. Using the "@" is how you start conversations with everyone.

Twitter is not like Facebook. Drama is not part of Twitter. Unless its about celebrities then that's another story. Twitter helps get new friends. People from all over the world. All the people I talk to are Linkin Park fans. Then there's a few who are The Vampire Diaries fans. I have a hand full that are from the US. Then the rest are from overseas. My farest friend lives in Vietnam. The one that lives the closest is from Illionis.

Sweet Tooth.

:D

GIFSoup

Funny Bournoda!

From Justin To Xtina!

Another Twitter Suggestion.

Thanks to my friend Juliana, @Mrs_Hah she gave me another suggestion for a blog post. She said to make a list of things of what I like about Rob. My add to this Mike's side as well. I told you I can't chose. So let's get to it!

ROB:
He's a sweetheart.
He's caring.
The only guy in this world that wears glasses and looks amazing in them.
He's shy.
Doesn't usually talk as much.
Looks good with short AND long hair.
Use to be a bad boy.
A brunette.
Brown eyed.
Hopefully learned from his past.

MIKE:
Another sweetheart.
Daredevil.
Artist.
Piano player.
Doesn't have red hair anymore.
Crazy.
Caring.
Might have a past even though he's never said anything. (they all can't be perfect)
Hopefully learned from his past as well.

The Bourdon Wives.

If you though Chester Bennington or Mike Shinoda was popular with the ladies in Linkin Park, you were sadly mistaken. Mr. Rob Bourdon (the drummer) has a few girls that LOVE him to pieces! It's good to know I'm not the only one who's crazy about Rob. Some are a little bit more crazier about him than me, but we all love him!

I now follow 7 girls who are "Bourdie" addicted. I only talk to about 6 of them. We're from all over the world. Me, Patti, Melissa, Esha and Allie are all from the U.S. but Ivy and Shade are from overseas. Ivy is from Czech Republic and Shade is from Veitnam (sp?). We maybe from all over the world but we still like the same band, Linkin Park and the same guy, Rob Bourdon. However, everyone knows I'm not good at choosing. So I'm still a Bournoda girl. I love both Rob Bourdon and Mike Shinoda.

Somebody yesterday asked me, "Did you get married and didn't invite us?" She only asked that question because my Twitter name is @MeghanBourdon. Well, no. I didn't get married. I don't think Rob would ever like a girl like me. I already have enough insecurities. Thats exactly what I told her. I haven't found a guy yet who doesn't go for looks first. I don't think Rob would be able to handle me. Vise Versa.

From Adam To Blake: The Voice Quote.

"If you weren't 6'11" I would totally kick your ass right now!" - Adam
Levine.

Katerina Petrova.

Talk about being amazing! Nina Dobrev is amazing at taking two different roles on The Vampire Diaries. She plays Elena, who is sweet and kind of a go-getter. She loves everybody and wants to protect everybody she loves from Klaus. Then she plays Katherine Pierce/Katerina Petrova, who is an ancestor of Elena and had her finger wrapped around Damon and Stefan Salvatore themselves at one time, but that was in the 1800s.

Apparently around the 1400s she had two other brothers falling for her too. Elijah and Klaus. Still trying to process that they are brothers. Elijah cares for Elena, kind of like Stefan. Klaus and Damon are literally like twins. Even though last night's episode looked like Damon still has somewhat of a heart. Damon cares about Elena, Klaus just wants her to break this curse. Boys will be boys!

I am Team Katherine/Katerina! I love when Nina is just crazy and feisty! I watched her on The Seven on MTV yesterday afternoon, and her and the guy that's one there where asking her questions to answer how Elena/Katherine would answer. I was very surprised how fast she had those answers! I almost cried last night when Klaus asked her to go by the window without bracelet. Not my favorite vampire!!

Stelena♥

The Creative Mind Of A Disabled.

This is the new and improved blog of Meghan. I changed it all! April has been a wonderful month for me. Its had some bumps in the roads, but what road doesn't have cracks or holes somewhere? I've blogged alot more this month than last December. January through March sucked. I hardly ever blogged about anything. I gotta say everything I've thought about on posts are for my Twitter friend, @Mrs_Hahn. Her name is Juilana, and she lives so far away from me but she has given alot of inspiration to keep my creative mind flowing.

I've changed everything on here pretty much. I changed the Headline 4 times this month. Then one night I thought of different things that could be more like me. Since I am disabled, there's this thing in people's heads that we can't do anything. Well you're wrong. I have a creative mind and I love to dream. When I think of something to blog about, I usually get pictures first and then the words just come flowing out of my toes.

I took the Headline Title out so I could have a banner. It was going to be The Vampire Diaries, but I switched it with Linkin Park. I actually don't like the old Linkin Park all that much, but between Hybrid Theory and Meteroa, Meteroa is my favorite! I can listen to that CD from start to finish. Linkin Park is very big inspiration to me. Everytime Mike Shinoda posts something on his blog, I gotta look! Sometimes I do regret it, especially if it has a reptitle that I hate. Other than that, I guess you could say I use him as a teacher to be a good blogger.

Well I hope you enjoy my next posts of May! Since April is almost over I thought this would be a good way to find more things to blog about in the following days. I will do my summary of last night's The Vampire Diaries episode either tomorrow night or Sunday night. I haven't made up my mind yet. Enjoy my posts! :)

Fast Five!

The preview is right! This summer starts early! It starts April 29th 2011! Which if you look at your calendar that would be tomorrow. I am so pumped! I've been waiting for this movie since I saw the 4th one in theaters with my mom. I love these movies! These movies are the reason I got my nickname "Speed Demon" in middle school. In my defense, we had ramps in both the middle and high school parts. So I kind of earned my nichname in a sense.

This movie has the originals of the first movie and fourth movie. Paul Walker, Vin Diesel, Jordana Brewster. 2Fast 2Furious had Paul Walker, Tyreese Gibson, and Ludacris. The only person from the third installment is Sung Kang. A new person in this installment is Dwayne Johnson. This is one amazing cast! I really wish Paul was in the third installment, but for some reason with the other guy it changed the third movie. The ones with Paul are better though. Who would not like Paul to be in the third Fast and Furious movies? If you say no, you're nuts!

The Voice!!

Tuesday nights will be booked between Dancing With The Stars results show and this show THE VOICE!! It is amazing! Tuesday I hardly watched it because we had storms down in Kentucky and our weather man kept popping up on the screen. I was not happy! It also didn't help that the channel that DWTS was on that weather man appeared every 5 minutes. I'm surprised I got one full hour of the results show and the first performance of NKOTBSB.

That's not what we're talking about though. We're talking about "The Voice" and the whole concept of the show. I think its very interesting how they set up these "Blind Auditions" for the coaches, they are NOT judges they made that very clear at the beginning. The coaches are Blake Shelton, he's a country singer and engaged to Miranda Lambert. Cee Lo Green, who is Gnarls Barkley and his single "F U" hit #1. Christina Aguilera, the only female, selled millions of records, was in the movie Burlesque, and gotta say this she will always be the Queen. Then last but defintely not least, Adam Levine of Maroon 5. He plays guitar and the lead singer. Maroon 5's album "Songs about Jane" were inspirated by his ex girlfriend Jane.

I think my favorites from Tuesday night is Kelsey Rey and Javier Colon. Javier literally almost made me cry! Made ALL four coaches turn their chairs around. You know he was good if he can make all four turn around. Kelsey Rey is very pretty. Her voice was VERY good! I loved her performace. I thought that guy Jared was very good even though nobody picked him. I was sad. The 16 years old girl Xenia, she defintely has something pretty unique in her voice. I can't wait til next Tuesday to see who else becomes one of my favorites! I am beginning to LOVE this show. Its so much better than American Idol. There needs to be a different music show besides A.I. and The Voice is it!

Mother Salvatore Draft.

So yesterday I wrote my first chapter of Mother Salvatore. Its a The Vampire Diaries fan fiction. I just got done reading it over and I just got one thing to say... it sucks! Why can't I write anything worth not thinking its bad? Or I start out one way and about to the end there's a new storyline and it ends the way I want it to. I want to keep the end but I don't know what to do about the beginning.

It sucks when you have an idea for a story and when you try to write about it, it ends up being a disaster. That's what happens to everything I write. It sucks even before I end it. It sucks not being able to write in one day that way every thought could be brought out. Just one problem. I feel like I need two laptops just to fix everything.

STOP ANIMAL CRUELTY!

I am an animal lover! I'm not much of reptiles and incests person. I don't like things that crawl around that look creepy and fly around and could kill you. I love birds, especially exotic birds. Animals that are from the wild should just stay in the wild. Since people keep making cities and towns in the animals habitat the animals have no where to go so they are running around in these cities and towns looking for food because all these people have taken it all.

I am watching Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. They're doing a house for a family that owns a Domestic Animal shelter. Its such a great episode! I feel bad for all the animals, like Tigers, Lynx, Lions, and other animals that are getting abused by idiotic people. Animals should NOT be treated badly! Especially the BIG animals!

The other animals that are more common to inside homes. Like dogs, cats, fish, hamsters, rats, rabbits, snakes, horses, pigs, and more. The DO NOT deserve to be abused! They have feelings too. Just like humans! I haven't went to the Zoo in a very long time and I'd love to go back to see the Tigers and Lions. I don't know about bears. No "oh my" there.

Spell Your Name.

I found this from one of my friends on Twitter, who uses Tumblr. She posted this "Spell Your Name With Linkin Park Songs." Kinda sounds easy doesn't it? Yeah, if your name is short. I have six letters in my name. So let's do this!

M - My December
E - Enth E Nd
G - Given Up
H - Hands Held High
A - Across The Line
N - New Divide

LastQuote

"I've stopped trying to keep in touch
with people who don't care to try to keep in touch with me..If they have better
things to do, so do I."

Quote

"Never let a mirror define you."

Girls

"Girls are like an abstract painting. They are still beautiful, even if
sometimes, you don't understand them."

When It Rains, It Pours.

I thought this title went with the weather and my thoughts. Yesterday I cried three times and I thought I was done since today is Easter and it's a new day. I was sadly mistaken. I shouldn't had watched The Last Song cause I knew it would make me cry. I've seen the last part of it before but I couldn't get myself to cry. I watched the whole movie and bawled like a baby. So the title works for that too.

Well after the movie was over. I started thinking of other things which increased every tear to keep flowing through my eyes. I started thinking about things that bother me on a daily basis. I posted about I think people should get another word to use when they go to say "retarded." I hate that word and lots of other people do too. Nobody tells anybody about it because people will continue to say it. That's just how this world works.

Then I started thinking of other things that have been bothering me throughout the week. Ok, I can't take it anymore. I hate being handicapped. Its not easy, its probably harder than going through reality. I have to depend on other people to do shit for me. I'm 19 years old, still living with my parents. I will always have to have somebody to help me. I feel like I'm burden to everyone. No wonder I hardly have friends that want to hang out with me. I have never had a boyfriend because every guy here is an asshole. I want to move away but I can't because I'm stuck here.

Everything I watch or listen to is a constant reminder of the things I can't do. After watching the beginning of Avatar and seeing Jake Sully get the chance to walk around in his brother's Avatar body just made me sad. For all the people who aren't handicapped like me and play us on TV or music video. You should be happy that once that day is over you get to go back to normal. We don't and I'd give anything to learn to walk, run, wear high heels for the first time, swim like everyone else, drive a car, go out every weekend, hell even get a job. That's all I want and I can't have it.

Klaus.

Last night's episode of The Vampire Diaries was another great episode. It showed Elena's brave side and that apparently EVERY set of brothers has things for the Petrova Doppelgangers. I don't know about you guys but I didn't look at the clock through the whole episode. It was 10 minutes before it ended that I looked at the clock. It was that good!

I love when they bring the actors back in time. For example, this episode they went back to the 1400s. Back before Katherine was Katerina and when it was really cool to have long hair. It was there when Elijah was talking to Elena about the Sun and Moon curse and Klaus all together that we find out that ELIJAH AND KLAUS ARE BROTHERS! We should have known I'm serious! If she could seduce Stefan and Damon, she would have needed practice. Like the quote says, "practice makes perfect."

Let's talk about Klaus for a second. Klaus in long or short hair? Me, personally I like the short hair. I still think he looks like Kevin Bacon with long hair. I'm debating if he looks like him in short hair or not. I didn't know that you could be both a Werewolf and Vampire? Somebody should go tell Bella Swan! Sorry, couldn't help it. No offense but now knowing that Klaus has not one but two witches on his side, how is Bonnie suppose to kill him now? Well I guess Elijah could help since he is an original.

I feel so bad for Jenna. Defintely not how I wanted to know about that Vampires are real and that your niece is dating one. Did Klaus actually tell Jenna that he was a Vampire? I don't know if I was paying attention at that part. My dad came in around that time. I hope she doesn't do anything stupid while knowing the truth now. Oh, I bet Alaric's really going to want to kill Klaus now. Since he's got his body now.

Delena Maybe?

Sad, but true!

The Dancer In Me.

If I wasn't handicapped. Stuck in my wheelchair or my bed all day. If my legs worked right and I had some muscles in them too. This is what I'd be doing. Dancing. I love watching dance movies and dance videos on YouTube. When I go to Basketball games at my old high school to watch my sister cheer. I would live for when the dance team gets front and center. Doing turns and twists and making everybody look at you without thinking if they're just cheering you on just because you're a pity. They wear cute costumes and glow when the light hits them.

I would love to learn to dance. I think that's why I'm always searching for different music. Just to see what sounds good and if you can dance to it. I daydream about myself dancing to my favorite songs. I've danced with the hot dancers in movies and it makes me sad. I am addicted to Dancing With The Stars. Its made me love the Tango and Waltz. I use to hate slow dances but then after awhile I noticed something. The slower the song, slower the dance, and longer dress. The dresses the dancers wear are gorgeous!

I already have rhythm in my hips and I can count in the steps but its the standing up long enough that's more complicated. I've noticed more that Rock music is only made for Strippers to dance with. Everything else is fine with modern dances. I love Ballet and Hip Hop the most. The whole Prima Ballerina is in me I swear. I love the dance movie "Step Up" because it had Ballet and Hip Hop in it. I love when I see guys dancing! It makes me smile! The guys get very creative with their moves.

If you were to ask me how many dance movies I've seen I wouldn't be able to tell you because I have no idea. I'm that addicted. I can do (not that I think about it) the Cupid Shuffle. I can do the sitting done Cupid Shuffle. Yes, it can be done! I can also make my chest pop. At school dances I've gotten a few pointers watching everybody else but I've also gained some sadness from it too. Since I can't do the other dances like Ballet, Hip Hop and my newest Burlesque it makes me sad. The Dancer inside of me wants to come out that's probably my sign I listen to too much music. I have my headphones on right now and I can't control myself to stand still. Oy, I'm crazy!

Thursday Night.

So for the past two days I've been in my room, bored to death pretty much. Tuesday night the Midwest had some pretty powerful storms come along. Tornadoes were popping up all over the place. My mom went to work and my dad had my sister and I to care for. Plus ChiChi, Sydney, and the lazy cat Oliver. He slept on the couch the whole time and didn't move much throughout the storm.

Our power flickered throughout the storm. Since we don't have a basement, we use our bathroom for our shelter. I was in the tub on "dog duty" watching ChiChi so she didn't get out and get hurt by anyone. Well after the storm was just coming in the power went off for 30 mins and my sister was trying to bring our other dog Sydney to the bathroom. Well ChiChi jumped out of the tub and since they're was no lights. INCOMING! All three collided. ChiChi didn't jump out after that.

After the storm calmed down we all went to bed. Well in the early morning I awoke to my fan being off, my TV was off and our porch light was off as well. Our power was gone but the phone still worked. My dad got a generator for us and got more Peanut Butter! My sister and I were bored out of our minds. We could not make it through the 1800s I will say that now. We are addicted to our iPods and Internet. I personally missed Twitter the most. Facebook is second best. I missed all my favorite people that day and night. Since there wasn't any power. I finished my book after a 2 week break from it. I was desperate. I also finished my song "Freakshow" which I was very happy about.

Its 10:25pm now, we've had power for 3 hours now. My sister and I are taking our advantage to our Internet being back. I've been on Facebook and Twitter and talked to a few people on Twitter. I was so glad I got to talk to them before they went to bed. Tomorrow round 2 is suppose to come. I don't know if its am or pm, but I'm not ready. I hate storms! Especially metal in my back I get worried when I'm around lighting. I hope we don't get anything worse like they're saying, but who knows. It just makes you think though. Everything can be gone with one blink. So with that being said, goodnight world! See you tomorrow!

Classical Influences.

I love when bands take two different genres and put them together in a song. When the band is both Rock and has classical influences throughout the album I feel like I'm in Heaven. I love it! It is sad that I've been a fan of Symphonice Rock for several years now but I just didn't know how big it is and how many other bands use it too. My first band that uses it was Evanescence, which I'm still a fan of and addicted to. Even though I only have one CD by them I'm still addicted to them. Amy Lee is amazing!

Well today all I've been listening to was metal bands. I've only had the guts to listen to bands with a female in them. I can't listen to metal bands with all males. I've been listening to rock music for the past 4 years and I STILL think rockstars are creepy. I thought Linkin Park was bad when I was younger, because Mike and Chester looked creepy. Two years later all hell broke loose. Anyways, I still can't listen to big metal bands that put eye liner on them. I'm weird I swear.

I've been listening to the bands: Xandria. which are VERY good! I love their songs, "Vampire" and I usually don't like songs at first. I give songs two chances before I say "they're out" and of course the title is "Vampire" so I couldn't help myself. I love "Sisters Of The Light, Ravenheart, and Black Flame." There was another song, but I can't think of it. Sirenia, whom I'm still unsure about yet, Within Temptation are a new favorite. I love "Aquarius, Angels, Jillian, What Have You Done Now, and Memories." Lacuna Coil, they started this because of "I Won't Tell You" and "Spellbound." Nightwish is another band that I'm starting to like too. I love their song "Bye Bye Beautiful" and love the music video.

Spiders, Snakes, and Iridescent! OH MY!

I've been in a good mood for the past couple of days. Besides having a creepy spider in my room and having no idea where it is now, I'm doing a pretty job keeping calm. Until night rolls around then I get a little scared. Because that's when this sucker showed up. Thank god I had my TV still on or I wouldn't had seen him. I've had 3 in my room in one month. I have a crack at the side of my room. I've had mice and spiders come into my room. I can't wait til the crack is sealed because I hate thinking I have things that aren't suppose to on my floor all the time.

So, let's talk about something good. I got the nerve to watch what MTV taped of behind the sences of Linkin Park's new single that's going to be in the Transformers: Dark Of The Moon movie that comes out in July. The single is called "Iridescent" which I love the song, but I've got this thing where "sad song equals sad ending" at least that's what I think. Well, this weekend the song was floating around online as a remix. Well somebody got the link and I listened to it and I hated it. Never thought I'd say that about a Linkin Park song but I do hate it. The beginning part where it starts out with a long piano beginning was taken out. Not only that but half of when all of the guys are singing was shorten. Actually the whole song is shorter.

The music video is another story. I love the whole setup except for one LONG thing. Of course they had to put a freaking snake in the music video and on Mike. Why Joe Hahn? Why? I hate snakes too! This week has not been a good one really. Especially after showing the hot picture (even though he has the snake on his shoulders) of Mike sitting on the thrown and his new hairdo to my mom. She reminded me of somebody else who else kind of looked like that. I really wish she kept that thought herself so that everytime I look at that picture I don't have to hold back my laugh.

The Haiti & Japan Necklaces.

It's surprising what you can find yourself doing after somebody else creates the first idea. These two pictures are of my Japan and Haiti necklaces. I haven't exactly mastered how to turn the Haiti one into a braclet yet and my dad said it looked better as a necklace. I am originally putting this necklaces on sale for charity. Since I'm not allowed to give my money, I came up with this idea. Both are for the charity; Music For Relief. Which is Linkin Park's charity. I am doing something special I am giving away free necklaces to my Twitter friends that are overseas since I have no idea how to transfer it over to Music For Relief.

So let me tell you about the design of these necklaces. The one on the top is the Japan necklace. Mike Shinoda did two shirt designs. One had a Butterfly and the other had "Not Alone" with Japan's flag colors as font colors. Well I used both for my necklace. On each necklace I make there will be a butterfly charm of a different color. I do two white beads to start it out and one red bead. I actually didn't plan on having 6 red beads but I think it's kind of a nice touch since they're 6 guys in Linkin Park.

The last picture is for Haiti, its rather long than I intended for it to be but it works. I really wanted this one to be a bracelet but I haven't learned to get it all to work. I kept the colors that were on the heart for Donate To Haiti CD cover. Green, tan, and red, (it looked tan to me). There are 13 green and red beads at each end and luckily Walmart had wooden Alphabet beads so I wouldn't have to use white Alphabet beads. The reason I wanted the wooden Alphabet beads was because of one reason, wood is for rebuilding. Since they are rebuilding the whole city.

For all my Twitter friends that are overseas, please email me at workmanmeghan@hotmail.com with what you want, give me your name/Twitter name. You are getting them free! So nobody has to purchase since I don't know to do that. Please be patient with these too, I'm not the fastest person with these since I am doing all these with my feet. :)

The Last Dance. (part 1)

Alright, last night was Thursday so The Vampire Diaries was on again to pleasure us with the mysterious of Klaus and Bonnie's new powers that could possibly kill her. Oh and we can't forget the Matt and Caroline thing. We still have no clue what Matt and Sheriff Forbes are up to, but if you're as tuned in as me you want to know now! So let's get into what happened last night. I'm only going through half of the episode and I'll continue on Tuesday after everybody overseas can read this if they wanted to.

So we left of that last episode with Katherine at Alaric's house and Maddox (Klaus' wizard) posessing Klaus in Alaric's body. Creepy! As Katherine finally realizes she can move again she tries to run out the door but there is a spell keeping her locked in and Klaus grabs her face and smiles and finally Katherine realizes its Klaus. Ok, after that I guess Klaus really wants to keep Katherine alive and has her tell him everything about Elena, Bonnie, The Salvatore Brothers, Elijah and Alaric himself.

Elena finally agrees to sign over papers as The Salvatore house as a safe house. Knowing Klaus is around Elena doesn't want to stay inside all the time. She goes to school with Stefan and Bonnie. After getting to the school in Alaric class Klaus finally sees Elena and talks about the 60s. Since the school is doing a dance around that time period. Which hint the last word of the episode, "Dance."

Jeremy is still mad about Bonnie willing to give up her life to protect Elena against Klaus. Jeremy and Bonnie don't really see eye to eye in this episode. Jeremy does finally say what I've been saying to everybody that watches the show to Bonnie. That he doesn't have a good girlfriend record of living. All his girlfriends have died on him. Poor Jeremy! As Jeremy walks off when Elena makes her way to where Bonnie is sitting. They are talking and a girl comes up to them and says to Elena, that there was a really hot guy who wanted to know if she was going to the dance tonight and if she wanted to share her last dance with him. She asks the girl what his name was, she says "Klaus" and oh hell breaks loose.

Hayden Panettiere♥

Some TVD Quotes.

"This is much better than watching Damon visit cougartown." - Caroline Forbes, Season 1: There Goes The Neighborhood.

"Some girls just can`t refuse my good looks, my style and my charm and my unflinching ability to listen to Taylor Swift." - Damon Salvatore, Season 1: Family Ties.

“Trust me, Damon. When I’m up to something, you’ll know it. C’mon. Kiss me …or kill me. Which will it be Damon? We both know that you’re only capable of one.” - Katherine Pierrce, Season 2: The Return.

"It`s you and me, Stefan. Always." - Elena Gilbert, Season 2: Kill Or Be Killed.

Forwood, Jalric,Jonnie & Katherine.

Delena Or Stelena?

So True!

"Guys are either married/taken, gay, dating a whore, or are whores themselves."

Almost 20.

So because of my good friend Juliana, Twitter name: @Mrs_Hahn. I asked her for a suggestion and she replied and explained it to me. So if you like/love this post. Thank her instead. Her suggestion was my reflection of my life. How my life is, stuff I've learned, people I've gotten close or met, new projects I'm working on.

So let's begin. My life is crazy and boring at the same time. I am always around crazy people and if I'm not around them I'm usually on Twitter with the rest of the crazy people around the world. My life can be boring, especially I'm at home for a whole week with nothing to do besides listen to my iPod and go on the Internet. Which I always love doing both, but they get old really easy. What I've learned lately, or should we say in the past few years are a couple things. As much as I think I'm bothering or annoying people I'm not, people are going to make you feel dumb by the little things, I give up easily, and I'm nice to everyone til somebody pissing me off.

I've been on Twitter, not counting after remaking my new Twitter in December. I've had my Twitter for two years. I've made lots of friends on Twitter. My followers are divided in three groups my The Vampire Diaries friends, Linkin Park friends, and others. No offense though. Majority is Linkin Park fans, everybody is so sweet on there to me. I have a lot more friends on Twitter than in reality. I love them though! It's so neat to have people from all over the world talk to you. I have maybe 10 people from the US and then I have people from Brazil that I talk to and then the rest is overseas like India, Germany, and Portugal. My mom thinks its so cool that I talk to everyone from around the world.

I don't have much things planned. I started making these beaded necklaces and I want to sell them for Music For Relief. I'm making one for Haiti, and they match the color scemes that we're on the hearts. For Haiti it was Green, Tan, and Red. For Japan, the colors are Red and White. The Haiti necklaces are red on one side and then I got wooden Alphabet beads in the middle and then green at the end. The Japan necklaces have two white beads and then one red bead. After a few beads in I put a butterfly charm in the middle. I kinda want to get a summer job but I doubt that'll happen.

Burning In The Skies.

I saw this picture and instantly thought of "Burning In The Skies" music video. It just looks like it. It just looks so cool! Both the music video and picture. Don't want people getting confused.

Bleeding Love.

"Closed off from love, I didn't need this pain. Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain. Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen♥" - Leona Lewis

Tonight, Tonight.

So, here I am bored out of my mind. I'm also f*cking tired as well. I thought I'd sleep really good last night since I only had 6 hours of sleep the night before and my mom woke me up at 9am to take me to the bathroom and I never went back to bed because I knew if I did, I'd sleep til 4pm and my schedule would really be messed up. Even though, I'd rather be up all night talking to all my friends that are up at that time, since its day for them.

I went to bed last night 1am and woke up at 2am and I don't know what time I went back to bed, but it was a bad idea. I woke up at 10 or 11am I don't remember at the moment. My cousin Kristi is coming over tonight to spend the night and we're gonna have fun and I WILL stay up as late as I can, but I can't make any promises though. I'm gonna try and kick her ass at UNO tonight. We're gonna work on our bracelets/necklaces too. Oh and watch some Linkin Park and find new songs for her laptop. I'll probably crash at midnight just saying.

Celebrity Quotes.

Summer (Photos)