BEST QUOTE EVER!

When I listen to Linkin Park I feel like "I'M SOMEWHERE I BELONG". Their music is soo bad ass that at times I "BLACKOUT" I haven't "GIVEN UP" on them and never will. While other bands will be "FORGOTTEN", this band will never "HIT THE FLOOR". While many people do not like LP right now, eventually those people will be "CRAWLING" back to real music and feel "NO MORE SORROW". Those that still support LP are "NOT ALONE" and must know that other fans are "WITH YOU". Rock on LP!!!

I Hate Boys!

So if your friends with me on facebook, you're probably wondering what my status is about. Well, lets just say I don't miss high school all that much anymore. Everybody thinks girls are drama queens just wait and see because apparently they're guys that act like that too. And he just got his dumb ass deleted off my facebook page. Even though I should have deleted his ass long time ago but I didn't because I didn't want to believe that you'd treat me like shit too. So you are GONE!

Why is it that people think that just because somebody like me (that is out of high school) needs to keep my mouth shut? Apparently this stupid dirtbag does! Actually he said it to my cousin but she sent it to me because I was curious. Nobody messes with me or anybody close to me. Do not even go there with me! You will the first person I'd yell at. I have no problem with making you look like a fool. Trust me.

Nobody tells me what to do unless you are matured or an authority. Just because we are an underclassmen from high school doesn't give you the right to tell us we need to keep our mouths shut! If you really want us to keep quiet about something you talk to us as an adult. But since you can't act like one your not gonna be taken seriously. You need to grow the fock up and get some manners. Don't come around me with that attitude I'll make ass beg for mercy!

White Christmas.

Good evening! Merry Christmas everybody! Hope you all had a good Christmas and enjoyed the snow if you got any. We sure did. It was a nice change for once because we never get a white Christmas. It was suppose to start yesterday at noon but it ended coming around 5 or 6pm that evening. Let's just say I was happy! I didn't expect that after all the snow we got last week. God does work in mysterious ways.

Everybody knows that A Christmas Story plays on TBS on Christmas Eve and Christmas day, and I actually never got a chance to watch it all. I was sad, but I'm all better now. The Wizard of Oz is on now! Except my mom isn't here to enjoy it with me, instead she's working right now. :P So I'm watching it for her. It skipped during, "Somewhere Over The Rainbow" I was singing to it and it skipped. Ruined a perfectly good song! Way to go TBS!

What did you get for Christmas? I got a bunch of girly stuff but I'm not complaining and it came in a purple case. Heck yeah! I got a Cheetah fuzzy pants, a hoodie, and two plaid shirts. The light purple one is sooo soft and very cozy to lay in I might add. I got Life Savers candy canes and gum. A $50 girl card, my nana gave a apple and orange (which sounds good right now!) the Burlesque CD, Backstreet Boys CD "This Is Us," and Christina Aguilera's CD "Bionic." So I'm really happy at the moment.

Merry Christmas Eve!

Merry Christmas Eve everybody! Since my cousin came over last night we didn't decide to turn off our laptops til possibly 3am and then we finally turned off the light. Unfortuately I didn't go to sleep til 5pm. Kristi passed out earlier than I did... Well if you really want to get technical about it Emily went to bed earlier than any of us!

She burned me a CD for me and she has the SAW theme song on her laptop and it didnt go on the CD. WTF? Instead of that song, I ended gaining a song I already had. Get Silly. That song is sooo old. We heard about 3 Backstreet Boys songs last night and jammed and sang with them. Gosh, what little girls we are! Speaking of the devil, we're listening to them at the moment too! She probably hasn't noticed that this is one of their newer stuff.

Tomorrow morning, somebody will be waking my butt at the butt crack of dawn to open presents. My family is crazy! We try to beat each other at my nana's house. Its interesting because we do this every year and it never gets old. The bragging rights only last a few weeks but its fun to do. We're a funny bunch so it never gets old.

Thursday.

Today is Thursday, which is usually when The Vampire Diaries new episode comes on but since they're taking a break (a long one I may add) my Thursdays have gone downhill. I don't want to watch "Kill Or Be Killed" that one scared me. Not as much as "By The Light Of The Moon" but it still scared me.

My cousin Kristi is coming over and spending the night. My room is actually clean which is unreal because its never clean. Thank god, we're family because its clean to certain areas. I'm ready to talk, laugh, watch TVD (maybe), listen to music, and take lots of pictures. It will be like New Year's 2008 all over again! We were at my nana's and thats all we did was take pictures! It was really, really fun.

Linkin Park OR Paramore?

Well what is there to say about these two bands? Lots of things really, I like them both alot.. Linkin Park has 6 members and Paramore (technically) 5 members but a couple of days ago it was announced that Zac and Josh Farro quit the band. I was beginning to form a little bit of a crush on Josh and now he's gone. I already have a girl crush on Hayley Williams. Who wouldn't really? The woman is hot! That red hair makes her! I hated the "Brick By Boring Brick" video because she had blonde hair. Thank god, she didn't keep it.

Linkin Park is an awesome band! I have a crush on 4 out of 6 members. I don't know if that's sad or what, but on the other hand not being on my "crush" list might mean I like you better than the rest. Joe and Brad are my favorites! You can now guess who I have the crushes on. It took me awhile to say I have a crush on Phoenix and Chester. Chester use to freak me out now he turns me out. Phoenix is a red head, thanks to my nana I'm starting to like red heads. Thanks nana! The first two I liked were Mike and Rob. OMG! They are soooooo cute!

I have two Linkin Park shirts and one Paramore shirt. I have 6 of the Linkin Park CDs and none of Paramore. I don't know how many singles I have of Linkin Park. I have 3 singles of Paramore. I've tried getting red in my hair. Instead I ended up getting an Auburn color. Its short and right now spikey. I love both bands what can I say?

Royal Wedding.

I'm not ready for this Royal Wedding, Prince William and Kate Middleton. I'm probably going to leave somewhere else that way I don't have to hear all about it. Which that's going to be hard to do. I don't know why I'm not looking forward to this because I love Royal things. I love hearing news about the Queen. I would love to visit the Buckinghim Palace instead of the White House. Yeah, I'm that weird! Maybe it's because I might have myself a little bit of a crush on Prince William but who doesn't. Kate Middleton is very beautiful I cant wait to see what her wedding dress will look like.

I want my wedding dress to be two things. Poofy and sparkly, I want it to be like lacey feel to it and very poofy. It has to have straps or I will not wear it. I have never liked upstrapped dresses I'm always afraid that its not gonna stay up on my top half. I don't want a cream dress just a white one. Bright white too. I want my bridesmaids dresses will either be red or purple dresses. I love red and white together, but I would love purple dresses or at least something purple. I don't want anything big like the Royal Wedding would be, like broadcast on every channel the WHOLE day.

Magic.

Sometimes I think love is like magic. It comes and goes, nobody can make it or handle it, and things can go wrong and the whole thing is messed up. They're both the same because there is a lot of people out there that don't believe in love or magic. I don't really believe in magic. Sometimes I dont even believe in love. Nothing has proved to me that either one is real. But I'm still holding out on love.

If my sister can have puppy love and since there is a such thing called "soulmate" I guess I have no choice but to kind of believe in a little. Surpringly I've finally wrote three songs now. All three are about love. One could be a duet and I wasn't even going for it being for two people I was writing and reading it and thought "this could be good for two people to sing." That song is called, "Love Letter" and the other two are just random love songs that I wrote because I was actually in the mood to write them.

So there's this guy, I've known him since what feels like forever for me it's been probably around 12 or 13 years we've known each other. At home and when I'm with friends I want to forget about him because I know he only likes me as a friend, but everytime I go around him or I hear his name its like everything that I like about him just comes full circle. It shouldn't but it happens. I saw him over the weekend after I had flirted with a couple of basketball players (from the other side) and had some fun. I saw him and I just went from being Madison (my alter ego) to Meghan (this sweet and loveable side).

I can't chose. I like him, but I can't wait forever to finally to get his attention. But its driving me nuts that I want to even be with him. He's the second guy to gain my trust and actually not lose it yet. Its hard gaining my trust, but I don't know. My emotions are gone hay-wired because of him.

Christina Aguilera!

If you didn't know by now, its Christina Aguilera's 30th Birthday! I am a VERY big fan of hers! She is my favorite female solo artist! She is this decade's Madonna, because Madonna changed what everybody thought of her, she didn't care what everybody thought about her, and she constancely changed herself for herself. She's a mom and almost "single" from her husband. My favorite album is Back To Basics because I love the blues and hip hop together and I love how she dressed up in everything. She defintely has the lungs for that decade. I really wanted to see Burlesque when it came out in theaters but I never got to because of weather. Indiana and our weather sucks! But I still love her! I want a Christina Aguilera poster and the Burlesque soundtrack for Christmas, hopefully I get one of them!