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What If...

I know nobody wants to hear about it or talk about it. Some people don't want to believe it. I don't blame them. I use to not believe the rumors either. Why bother listen to what people are saying when there's two different times of when it will happen. People are saying that the world will end on Sunday. One person said she heard somebody say it was Saturday. What the hell happened to 2012? The whole world is suppose to end in 2012? Who knows if it will end this weekend or not. If you choose not to believe it, thats your descision. I know for me, I can't help but wanna know what day exactly. Ever since I heard this weekend my mind has been in a daze. There's so many things going around in my head. I actually started making a mini bucket list in my head. Thing is, there isn't a way to do all of the things I want to do in a matter of one day.

I started thinking "what if we really do end on Saturday or Sunday?" Would I get into Heaven? Will I go to Hell because of my sins? Yet in the back of my head goes, "Meghan shut up!" I can't help it. I have thoughts and I have to get them out somehow. Blogging is a good way. I start to think of things I want before I die. The first two things that popped into my head were kids and Linkin Park. I really want kids before I die. Show them that handicapped people are like everybody else too. I want to go to a Linkin Park concert REALLY bad! I don't think watching Linkin Park's World Stage this morning was a good idea. Especially seeing the "Waiting For The End" part twice in one day. Bad idea.

My third thought was "I'm not gonna be able to meet all my Twitter friends if we die this weekend." That left me speechless for awhile. I still don't know how to answer that because I have so many of them. So many places I'd like to visit and learn more about. After thinking some more, I thought I would never get the chance to dance for real. It's a goal I'd love to reach but with my feet and legs all I have are doubts. So far I only have 4 things on this mini bucket list. I don't want to do anything extreme like jump out of an airplane. I am scared of heights and I can't and probably won't be able to face my fear. Your lucky you can even get me on an airplaine.

I'm listening to one of the songs from Transformers 2. I'm thinking of how the Decipiticons and Autobots were feuding. Then I started thinking about Battle: Los Angeles and how Aliens were killing all the people. I think I would much perfer robots instead of creepy looking Aliens with big eyes killing all of us. Great, now when I listen to Katy Perry's song "E.T." that'll be the first thing that goes in my head.

I was wondering if watching Oprah's episode today was gonna make me think and it did. It was about her Most Memorable Guests. Oh my gosh! That last one really got me. That mother really made me think. We don't know when our time will be. We should live it up as much as we can. I hope it doesn't end this weekend. I want to go to my Nana's this weekend and have lunch with my family on Sunday. We didn't get to last weekend because my mom had to work. It would not be cool if the world ended this weekend or this summer. Anytime really. I don't even want 2012 to get here because of all the stories. We'll just have to see I guess.

Given Up.

I'm done with the 30 Day Challenge. My attention is on my WordPress. I am keeping the rest of chllenges as topics for upcoming posts. Sorry.

Blogger, WordPress, & Tumblr.

I've had Blogger since the beginning of my senior year of high school. We made them for my Grammar class and our teacher taught us how to use it. It was very easy for me to use. It didn't confuse me that much. I think I'm the only one from our class that STILL uses it. Since I've had it for so long I'm starting to find new things to do with it. Make it more me. More orignial.

I've recently made a WordPress. That was a bust. I shouldn't have changed the theme. Actually it wasn't much of the theme that messed everything. That was pretty much trying to figure out to do the Widgets and Menu that screwed it all up. Other people's profiles were awesome! Mine was too "beginner" and I tend to find things on other blog sites a little harder than they seem.

I had Tumblr. Twice. I made the first one and the themed confused me. What is it with the themes? They mess me all up. I think after a day or two I gave up on it and deleted it. Then everybody kept telling to get another one and I tried to do it again. This time when I tried to sign in, it wouldn't let me. I did everything it told me to do but it still didn't let me through.

So I'm sticking to Blogger til I find somebody to teach me how to do Tumblr or WordPress that lives down here. If somebody is teaching me through Twitter your kinda screwed because I'm not good at reading directions. I'm more of a hands on kinda girl. I'm like that in almost everything I do.

I Got Day 13 & 14 Mixed Up.

Something I would do differently. I didn't start this drama but I kinda wish there was a way to end this without family members being pulled apart. I would also like to go back three days ago and stop this from happening. I think this is the worst thing I've seen in a long time. About of my family wants it to be over and the rest isn't letting it go.

I'm Done.

These past two days, I feel like I could either scream or kill someone. I have one hell of a motive that's for sure. I do think I need a vacation for this town. My hometown is just driving me crazy! Actually let's be honest here. This blog is for me to release everything that I'm feeling. So what am I feeling right now? I feel like going on my original facebook and hold on to caps lock and saying "F*CK YOU" on my status. That word started this shit might as well join the club.

I'm not though. I made another facebook profile. I am NOT adding any family members except my cousins Amy and Cierra. My mom wants me to add her. If I add her and not anybody else, everybody's gonna be pissed off because I added her and they'll automactically think I'm on her side. I AM! I think everybody in my damn family needs to grow up! Be adults!

Everybody is pissed off at everybody because somebody didn't like the F word. Sadly enough this was started by a guy. I would SO love to go kick him in the groin right now and and tell him "thanks for the family drama you've caused!" Everybody is being pulled in some many directions its unbelieveable. Everybody needs to chill out. Think about your actions before you act on them! Right now I'm done with everyone! The day everybodys not at each other's throats will be the best day ever, but that can only happen when pigs fly.

TVD Finale.

Well last night was the last episode of Season 2 of The Vampire Diaries. I'm not gonna lie I wish they'd never do breaks ever! I hate waiting four months just to see what's going to happen next. I've actually gotten an idea for the summer. I'm gonna see if I can write chapters of what might happened this fall in Season 3. That would kind of interesting.

We know that Damon is better and not dying anymore thanks to Katherine. Elena kissed Damon. BIG Delena moments throughout the entire episode. No Matt or Tyler in the episode. Alaric turns emo kind of. He drinks his pain away is what I'm meaning to say. Stefan and Klaus make a deal. Klaus kills Elijah. I knew that would happened, it was only matter of time. Klaus with his shirt off. HELLO! The last thing there was that pretty much took over the episode. Liz (Caroline's mother) kills Jeremy. The one time he doesn't have his ring on and he gets shot. Caroline tries to make him drink her blood. That doesn't work so Alaric and Bonnie take Jeremy to the house that 100 witches were killed. Bonnie asks them for help. They don't want to, tell Bonnie there will be consquences. Bonnie screams out "I LOVE HIM" and then the candles go out. Five minutes later, Jeremy comes to life.

Last night I kept thinking about it. The whole episode almost killed me to be honest. I thought about how Jeremy can see Anna and Vicki when they're both suppose to be in hell. Two threoies to this: Anna and Vicki are not dead or Jeremy can see the dead. If he can see the dead that means maybe Jenna will show herself too. Another thing, how is Klaus suppose to die now without Elijah? Unless there's more "Orignials" he can't be killed. I wonder if Klaus really did kill all of his family members?

Important To Me. (Day 12)

Just so we're clear. I posted this yesterday. I guess "Blogger" deleted it and the other one that I did yesterday. Kinda want to wait and see if it'll show up tomorrow or later. It's happened before. If it doesn't I'll repost it.