My BIG Art Project.

My BIG art project is pretty much kicking me in the rear end right now. My first portiature I actually did complete, but it looks really bad. It actually was looking pretty good until I made a mistake on his face and then I started doing the shading of the face and it all went down hill from that. It doesn't look that bad, but I think it looks horrible. But thats just me. I tend to worry a lot about the little things.

My second portraiture is looking somewhat desent and I'm also doing it in Pastel. So who knows what it will look like at the moment. I didn't work on it today, because I had my $40 pants on from Victoria's Secret. And I was happy until I found out what my third portraiture was going to be. Then my whole confidence level changed. My first one looks horrible (to me) and my second is a Pastel portraiture, its gonna look bad no matter what Mr. Ross says. I was going to do my third in Pen but I really doubt I'll want to do that after I sketch it out.

After these two I will have 3 more to go. And then onto flowers and such. No more portraitures after these six are done. They're driving me insane.

Reconsider.

I've been thinking of more song titles, "Reconsider, Someone, and Freaks Of Nature." All three are going to be very different once as I figure out the rest of the lyrics to go with it. I think that's what I'll be doing all day, is figuring out more things to write because obivously at the moment I am running out of things to write about. So the next couple of days will be fun. :)

Sickly, I think.

I am in 6th period right now and my throat hurts so freakin bad. I can't swallow anything! Its about the drive me crazy! There are two things you never do, go outside with you socks off with its freezing cold and its windy. And Wednesday my sister made the mistake of not wanting to mess with my zipper on my coat and so I went outside without my coat on at all. So I see a sickness coming on. :P

Well Crap!

Apparently, I missed Linkin Park on the Grammys Red Carpet. And I watched both TV Guide and E! to see them and squeal, but never got a chance. I went to bed at 10:55 last night. And missed the last bit of the Grammy's. And now I'm looking up pictures of them and so far not so good right now. :)

The Big Day!

Today is the big day! Everybody will probably get under my skin about if I'm nervous. And I won't be nervous until tonight. Thats when everything will finally hit me and I'll throw up my dinner. How wonderful is that? It isn't it sucks.

I want out of here badly? Everything is driving me crazy. I just want out now! After third period it may get better, but only time will tell. I need my headphones and iPod right now or I'm going to drive myself insane. And if my mom doesn't buy me any make-up or anything else I'll be VERY mad. Because she is suppose to buy a bunch of things and if I don't see anything that I am suppose to have I'm going to cry. :(

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That was this morning. And I was SO ready to leave my first period class and now I'm in my last period class, which is Resource. Not bad I'm just stuck in the library until 3. Anyways, I am sort of nervous but not as much as what I've told everybody else. I know I'm such a b*tch. But I really don't care. Art class pissed me off because the drawing of the guy I want to draw, the picture was too small. So instead of wasting the picture I used in my Musical Collage. I need the other band member in my collage as seperate individuals, but that takes work. And I am too tired to do that. So I'll do it Sunday and just email them to myself. It works better. It is now 2:42 pm right now. Almost leaving time. Heck yeah! Onto the night of winter dreams and the weekend. No more snow/ice please! At least not til the night's over with. Bye Bye. :)

In Sixith Period.

I am in 6th period which is my Film Lit class. I am ready to go home and keep an eye out on this weather. I hope for a 2 hour delay instead of school closed. I want a snow day on the day before Prom. I am ready for tomorrow to be here and done. That night however I just want it to last and last. I want to just party it up with my best friends.

OMG!

Homecoming is tomorrow! *screams* I am freaked! Chantz (my escort) didn't make me feel any better at all. And my sister wanted to be a butt last night, but at least no one got hurt by her. :) She almost wanted to hurt someone last year but I told her to calm and shut up. My nana and grandma are both suppose to come. And I really want to talk and sit by my nana after the Homecoming part she may leave early. But I know that woman too well. She wouldn't leave a place without talking to me first.

The freshmen are gone today, which means my third period will be pretty well empty. Yay! Too bad I don't have A lunch anymore. Thats okay though.

Today Is Thursday.

Today is Thursday, which means only one more day til Homecoming. Friday is the most nerve-racking day of my life I think. I have had the butterflies all week long. Last night was Beachless Volleyball and the Seniors kicked some butt. It was really fun watching a bunch boys play a girl's sport. Thats always fun!

After the game, I had practice for Homecoming. And I think I got everything. Its just I'm gonna cry on Friday night. And everybody's gonna see me bawling my eyes cause now its really my senior year. And I actually don't want it to be over. I'm leaving my best friends and losing the ones that I just got at the beginning of the year. How rude is that? Some of the classes I do want to leave out of but not some of the teachers nor students.

Chantz is my escort and I think after last night he will probably not be that wild up as much as what he was last night. And I'm last in line but up in the front line during the actual homecoming part. So everybody's really gonna see me cry. My mom and nana will cry. My dad doesn't want to come because he thinks he'll cry. And I have a bunch of my friends coming. I am so excited to see the friends that I don't get to see because of college.

If anyone wants to see my Homecoming dress, click on the link or copy and paste this to your URL.

http://www.dillards.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?catalogId=301&langId=-1&storeId=301&productId=501993377&N=1000930+4294959926&searchUrl=%2Fendeca%2FEndecaStartServlet%3FN%3D1000930%2B4294959926&R=03130959

My favorite bands right now. Linkin Park, Skillet, Flyleaf, Lacuna Coil, Dead By Sunrise, Nickelback, Daughtry, and Paramore.