Summer Is Ending. =[

Well I'm not a student at Pike Central anymore. It all kind of hit me the other day. This summer was better than expected. I never expected a summer like this before. This summer has had its ups and downs. I've been depressed. Time was never on my side. I had family get togethers every Saturday. Went up to Fort Wayne, IN for a weekend for my aunt's wedding, I also had a few girl nights out too, and I went to the Pike Co. 4H fair this year and went to my first and probably last country concert ever.

I realized a lot during this summer. I realized that I haven't fully accepted myself all the way like I thought I had. Everything is getting better there. I let a wall down and talked to someone half my age and got a friendship out of it. The people that I thought were my friends at the beginning of my high school years are not my friends and I am completely fine with it. I got all the friends I need. Besides at college I'll gain some more anyways too.

The one bad part about this summer was when I was around my family I was depressed. I was depressed for 8 days. They were the worst days ever!! Nothing would help me. I hate when depression just takes over like it did. My family and friends couldn't help me out of it. I was even at my cousin's house and spent the night over and I was really depressed and all I could do was think about college and what people thought about what I needed to do with MY college degree. It just got to me and it was the only way for me to handle it. Then my heart found its strength again. Linkin Park announced when they're new album was coming out and new single too. Then an hour later I found out there is going to be a Fast & Furious 5. That just made it better!